I dont know
It's stabbing me from the inside
This feeling I dare not show
It's hurting me and my life
The lost and confusion
They wont go away
The regret and substitutions
They stay in my heart and play
Why won't it stop?
I can't take it anymore
Where does it hide?
I cant take it anymore
Til one day I cant and wont take it again
Til one day I finally decide to say 'the end'
Just like words they sink in deep
A vampire's sharp and pointed teeth
Just like words they make u feel alone
A cold, dark and empty home
Just like words they can choke you
A pair of hands that just want to
Just like words they burn inside
A growing disease that wont subside
Just like that
To sleep is to numb the brain
So that worries in life cannot come in
So that for a moment
You can forget
So that you wont feel pain
So that you have a chance to pause life
So that momentarily
Everything is peaceful
And everything is quiet
And everything is clear
Since You're Not True by babytaurus4284, literature
Literature
Since You're Not True
You and me,
We and us,
Slowly u start to disappear,
He and she,
Then theres me,
Whered u go?
I dont want to be,
All alone,
Without you,
Dont come again,
Since youre not true,
Hiding inside,
I cant deny,
Theres a fear you put in me that wont subside
The Onomatopoeia of Heartbreak by babytaurus4284, literature
Literature
The Onomatopoeia of Heartbreak
Crack.
Have you ever heard the sound of heartbreak?
Probably not, but you can most definitely feel it.
All my life, Ive always tried to avoid experiencing the agonizing pain of heartbreak. But as I watched you and her together, Ive learned that maybe some things are just inevitable.
I know I have my fair share of flaws, but you always told me that I was perfect the way I was. But maybe this whole time I thought we had something special, you were just lying to me, causing me to have false hope. You lead me to believe that we were right for each other, when in reality, you and I could never mesh well together. At first, you were
The clock says 12
As the moon is in full blossom
Snow is falling swiftly outside
While inside, the dark mansion
A girl is in silence
With a stream of tears warming her face
But freezing with the touch of air
As her tears fall to her pillow
A puddle of tears start to form
3 in the morning
As the moon is wilting away
The girl is asleep
Where she can drown her worries
And numb her life
The Little Porcelain Doll by babytaurus4284, literature
Literature
The Little Porcelain Doll
Up on the shelf
All by myself
In the dark cold attic
Days turn to weeks
Weeks turn to months
While the snow falls
And the leaves drop
No one seems to come
Patience is running dry
I fall and shatter
Is it stupid...
To force a smile for your friends when it's not really how you feel?
Is it crazy...
That you have no one to turn to,
Thinking they will turn on you?
Is it harmful...
To show no emotion,
Wanting to throw everything,
Breaking it,
But not because you know someone would hear?
Is it shameful...
To feel alone,
Like even your closest friends may hurt you?
Is it scary...
That the world confuses you,
When what you want is a perfect life?
Is it ignorant...
To want to be perfect,
So that no one would look down on you,
Even though you look down on yourself?
Is it selfish...
To be there for otehrs
And when you need he
Lavishly styled
With pearls and gems
On the outside it looks like a rose with its stem
But when you open it up and play the tune
Its song is as silent as the moon
Covered all over with marble and stone
Its coldness peirces towards your bone
Its sad lonely tune was always mocked
So forever and always will it be locked